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Hold me tight, under the stars.

Say i suddenly have the urge to write something off my mind, how would it really be like? Its fucking 11 pm and i have sko morrow. MONDAY MORNING LAGI TU! But the hell with it. My past few weeks have been great, thanks to a certain someone, i find it is possible to find a human being who feels exactly the same as i do. In terms of our life experiences, our inner thoughts, i couldnt believe how amazing that person is. Ive really really grown to be more understanding cause i have a whole new perspective. But every new, wonderful thing comes with a price, doesnt it? Nowadays, it gets easier to keep things to myself cause i know that how things should be. It should be kept in secrets and safe, the outcome comes better that way. Talking bout my exams, man i am so out of focused thanks to laid back ways. Whatever, ill come through. That person's ways, thoughts, laughter, im addicted to. I keep going back to the past and digging reasons why things happen the way they do. Replaying every single details until i can find the answers and assure myself. Until then, a good friend tells me that i should just enjoy life while can, words that are so common yet mean a huge deal. He says i shouldnt get stuck in the past, says for me to move on, doesnt mean i have to forget. He says words that come from the heart are the best, yet i tell him theyre the most painful ones. Tonight i get a chance to smack myself to reality and get focused on the important things, thanks to his words, support and kindness. I dont know how i would survive blurry days without his solid reasonings. Simply, i would go insane without him. Dear friend, i hope youre reading this and i owe you much for your constant attention. Words like his doesnt mean im gonna start smiling and pay more attention to my surroundings, but they help me to survive, mentally. I cant say it enough, and you know ive got your back, thank you.

Faridah, sober!

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