Ahh, my old blog. Havent posted anything in ages! Its kinda been a crazy week and plenty of emo-ing. Anyway, i just feel like venting (: So theres this one little thing, no. Actually, something big's been tugging on my mind and conscious for a while now. Mainly its some personal issues with a certain person ive known for a long time, someone i thought who i knew was gonna guide me throughout my school life. Someone who i thought, -oh, finally, someone decent for a change. PFFT. *SNORTS*, *vomits*, *puh-lease*. Yeaah, you get the picture. Dont get me wrong, i dont waste my whole time thinking bout this, but when i do, it just gets to me and i tend to snap at anybody i see upfront. I apologise for that, specially to mother. Oh, right! I had AS exam today, which was totally fucked up. So talking about more drama, these past few days of sko has been good, i mean, i dont shut out most people like i usually do. I kinda feel friendly :P But ive also been skipping classes, which was like, totally awesome-- not. Skipping classes is SO my forte, thats why im feeling guilty and a little less educated :/ Incase you missed the sarcasm in the last sentence, i totally learned my lesson. No mo' skipping classes thats fosho. Now! Heres the plan : im not gonna let this Monster guilt overwhelm me, im gonna study 3 hours a day, aftersko that it. Im gonna try to be more attentive with.. everything, get some good sleep and listen to Dido only. Well, maybe i wont do everything right away, but ill TRY. OH, and i just realised something very important, ill keep it to myself but, i guess YOU, yeah You, would know this by now, and yeah, all the faults on You though. You might not know it, or you might, but so what? You made it like this, You started it, You started this tarded mess, so im done with your crap.
Ill end this post with this (: this song's awesome for my current mood!
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COOL AS THE WIND.
Ahh, my old blog. Havent posted anything in ages! Its kinda been a crazy week and plenty of emo-ing. Anyway, i just feel like venting (: So theres this one little thing, no. Actually, something big's been tugging on my mind and conscious for a while now. Mainly its some personal issues with a certain person ive known for a long time, someone i thought who i knew was gonna guide me throughout my school life. Someone who i thought, -oh, finally, someone decent for a change. PFFT. *SNORTS*, *vomits*, *puh-lease*. Yeaah, you get the picture. Dont get me wrong, i dont waste my whole time thinking bout this, but when i do, it just gets to me and i tend to snap at anybody i see upfront. I apologise for that, specially to mother. Oh, right! I had AS exam today, which was totally fucked up. So talking about more drama, these past few days of sko has been good, i mean, i dont shut out most people like i usually do. I kinda feel friendly :P But ive also been skipping classes, which was like, totally awesome-- not. Skipping classes is SO my forte, thats why im feeling guilty and a little less educated :/ Incase you missed the sarcasm in the last sentence, i totally learned my lesson. No mo' skipping classes thats fosho. Now! Heres the plan : im not gonna let this Monster guilt overwhelm me, im gonna study 3 hours a day, aftersko that it. Im gonna try to be more attentive with.. everything, get some good sleep and listen to Dido only. Well, maybe i wont do everything right away, but ill TRY. OH, and i just realised something very important, ill keep it to myself but, i guess YOU, yeah You, would know this by now, and yeah, all the faults on You though. You might not know it, or you might, but so what? You made it like this, You started it, You started this tarded mess, so im done with your crap.
Ill end this post with this (: this song's awesome for my current mood!
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XXKILL
FAARRRIIIDDAAAHHHH: 17 and counting! Tries to be a non-slacker in sko. Gets hyped
over little things. Warning: the level of boringness in ths
blog might just knock you out cold. And my ever so tarded english
will cause your eyes distress. But feel free to read on [there are readers?]
as i try to post new thngs each day XD Oh, leave a tag and link me if you wish.
PLAY SOME TUNES. Ill change it from time to time X)
